Hello again.

Hello again, my dear followers. I'm here only to tell you how am I doing in my life.
Right now, to be honest, I'm sad as fuck. I think I may have entered into depression again. You know, the therapist told me that depression is never gone, it lasts forever, but you need to have the willpower to overcome it. But I guess I'm not strong enough.
I stopped eating a little bit, not like two years ago, but I admit that I'm eating so much less food, I don't deserve to eat though. Yeah, I know I'm a little hard to myself, but this self-hate needs to get out or I'm going to get root inside... and I don't like how that smells.
My stomach is hurting, my eyes are wet and my butt hurts because of the fucking chair I am sitting on.
Next week there's a national festive day in which one people doesn't work, we don't go to school, and most of the shops are closed, but you know what? I can't visit my boyfriend, even if he has a festive day too. It sucks.
I'm trying so hard to see him, but I can't help I cant! My parents are super negative with our relationship, even if I told them we hadn't seen each other in THREE MONTHS. AND THEY SEEM NOT CAREING.

DUH.

I'm done.
Bye.

Daily fucked-up Deb.

Sorry guys.

Yes, I know I hadn't post anything in a long time, but I have my reasons: I couldn't write posts when I was on my boyfriends house because my cellphone just stopped working, and I hadn't got any PC. Yeah, I know I came the 12th, but I arrived at 11:30p.m, and I was so tired to write. I fall asleep as fast as I lied in bed.

The Monday I started the school, I'm on my last year, so I have a lot of stuff to do, so I hadn't got time to talk to you, Debliebers. But is not my fault, talk to my teachers and tell them to give me a break! I'm overwhelmed and it's just my third day of class!!

Whatever, I wanted to tell you that my English homework for today was to write an alternative ending for "Beauty and the Beast". I'm so proud of the result, so I'm going to share it with you, just for enjoying it. I hope you like it as much as I liked to write it! <3

Love!

Daily Deb~

"The Beast was one of the most desirable princes around the country, so many princesses wanted to date him. The Beast made contact with tons of women, but even if they fall in love with him, he was not able to love them too, no matter how much he tried, he thought he could never love anyone. When he was about to give up, a friend of his supported him and helped him as much as possible. They spent a lot of time together, trying to find his soulmate, but they didn't succeed. So, the last day arrived and the Beast was feeling horrible, scared of becoming a beast forever. At least, he had his friend with him, just like all the last years. Then, he realised he was in love with someone, so he run into his friend and declared his love. A violent silence appeared, but it was broken, as the magic spell, with a kiss of them. Love does not understand about gender, age or nacionality, it's just people loving people. 

And they lived happily ever after."

Second day on Boyfriend's house.

Well hello, I know this post is late, but yesterday I fall asleep as fast as I lie down on my bed.

Yesterday, we went to the Pepper's Party. I know it sounds as a joke, but I promise is not. It was on another village, so we went on the car about an hour and a half. When we arrived, it was crowded and there was a queue for eating fried peppers. We were on the queue for 50minutes until it was our turn and we could get our peppers. Then, we ate and went back home because... surprise! My bf get ill. He had headache and his stomach was hurting. But on the way back home, he started feeling better, and we stopped the car for getting grapes from the trees.
(Just for you to know... it's illegal 😂)
Then we went back home and stayed there for a short period of time, and we decided to go to his aunt house to bring her her clock, some grapes and cookies (we bought this last one).
At night, we decided to go to the village parties, but it wasn't cool at all, so we went back home early. We get a tiny dinner and we went to sleep.

That was my day! I'll see you later with this one day...

Daily Deb~

First day on Boyfriend's house.

Hi everybody! As I told you a few days ago, today is my first day on my boyfriend's house, yay!! I'm so happy!
We hadn't seen each other in a month, so we were both excited for that. I arrived well, on a 2-and-a-half-hour-travel, but it diserves. So, here I am, writing from his bed, because this is the place where I'm going to sleep this days.
The house is his parent's house, so we must sleep on different rooms. He's sleeping on the living room right now. I feel a little bit sad for him, but we both now we couldn't sleep togheter on his parent's house.

However, I'm going to tell you what we did today:
I arrived about 4:30p.m, so they just have lunch. My parents and I didn't have any meal, so we decided to buy some desserts for eating while drinking coffee. Hummm, tasty! Then my parents take the way back home, and my bf and I stayed at home. About 8.00p.m we leave the house and go on a walk. Then I met some of his friends, but we didn't stay with them. He showed me the village because I've never stayed there before. It's as cute as big, OMG! When we were on the walk, we found a lost cat. We stayed with it about 30 minutes, and then it left. So sad :( but we didn't have time to go on searching it, so we take the way back home and we have dinner. I ate an hamburguer as big as my head, I'm going to get fat! 😭 LOL, not a big deal.

Then we try to watch a film, and I say try because my bf fall asleep soon. Poor him, he was tired!

Well babies, I'll se you tomorrow on another post.

Daily Deb~

This is the story.

Hi, it's 2:19p.m on night and I'm feeling down, so I wrote a thing that I want to share with you. Is not as good as the other things I've written, but it makes me feel better. However, there you got.

The story.

This is the story of a dead girl,
with a dead mind,
on an alive body.
Dying her life with a happy smile,
with her sad eyes,
with her sad days.
This is the story of that dead girl,
the story of her family,
of her boyfriend,
of all those voices,
that screamed away that she was worthless,
useless,
pointless.
This is the story of all those cuts,
of all those scars,
of all those tears
that will remember her
what she has been through
and what remains.
This is an endless story
of a dead girl
with no hope
with no sense
with no life
with no control
with anything 
that would make her
start breathing again.

Fuck love.

Daily Deb.

*Glub*

Hey you, it's me, Deb...

Huuuuhhh, yeah, I know it's been a long time without posting anything, and I know you all want to kill me hahaha. Okay, no. Sorry for this stop! But I wanted to tell you on this post that if I don't write anything don't get mad and send me messages writing about why I'm not writing, my life is not that interesting, you know. So I know I promised you that I would post daily, BUT now I've realised that is totally innecesary posting my daily life if there's nothing interesting at all. I mean, you don't want to know what I have for breakfast, what time is right now, and stuff like that. I will post when I think there's something that you would like to know, just like: I'll post everyday since the Saturday 5th because I'll finally go to see my boyfriend, and I know right that you want to know all about those days, horny guys, hahahahahaha.

So yeah, we are going to date those days, I'm going to stay all day on his house, but the problem is that there will be his parents... I'M FREAKING OUT!! For the most innocent people that don't know what I mean with that:

So yeah, there you got that big problem. We talked about making out on the street, on a dark corner, on a park in the night... But it doesn't makes me so happy, but I have to tell you that it wouldn't be the first time that we do something sexual out in public. Yeah, I know you want to hear about that, so I think I'll do a "Daily Sexual Deb" post weekly. If you want me to do that, leave me a comment to make me know it! I need to tell you that I'm happy about the idea, but I need some feedback of you to make me still writing. I know you are a few people who is following me, but you're not subdcribed to my Blog, or you don't even leave a comment! So please... feedback!

I think there's all that I wanted you to know, so...

See you soon!

Daily Deb~

31/08/2015.

Hey you, it's me, Deb!

Tomorrow is September, and that makes me happy because it means I'm going to start school early! Yay! New adventures, good times with my friends, learning a lot... it's awesome going to school when you study what you want, not what they tell you. I'm studying Humanities, with languages like Latin, Greek... also I'm studying History, and I don't study anything like Maths, Physics, Biology... 

Well, I wanted to tell you that I didn't do anything special today, but I talked with my boyfriend about all this shit on my head and we talked about the cheating topic, and now we're well. I'm fine with it, I can overcome it and I'm so happy today because I know I love him, and I know he loves me. We are the perfect couple lmao, not really. 

I also wanted to tell you, just for you knowing and laugh, that today on morning while I was writing my ex-boyfriend post, my grandma came to my room TOTALLY NAKED. I was like WHAT THE HELL GRANNY PUT SOME CLOTHES ON!!! and all she told me was: "Hey Deb, I'm going to take a shower". I was shocked. Wtf granny?? Don't do stuff like that ANYMORE! But that's not all, the worst thing is that the window was completely opened and the blinds were up. On the community of my neighborhood we have a commun area with a pool, and children is always running, swimming and playing there. Okay, my room is viewed by all who are on the common area. Guess how many children saw my granny naked today... NAILED IT, GRANDMA!

But my day doesn't end up there, nope. Tomorrow I have to go to the dermatologist and I didn't know it until the 12:00p.m. I didn't have a shower because I wanted to take it tomorrow's morning and my hair wasn't dirty enough, so when I realised that I have to go to a doctor tomorrow I freaked out and I decided to DYE MY HAIR AT 1:00P.M. BECAUSE I'M FLAWLESS. The fact is that I've never dyed my hair on my own before, my mum always did it, but today I hadn't got time for that and also she was asleep, so I have to do it on my own... The result was AWESOME! I'm so proud of myself, it looks like I've just come out of the Barber Shop! Okay, not like that, but it looks great and healthy! (that's difficult because I'm blonde...) and I'm so happy with the result!

And I think there's nothing left to tell you today... Oh, yes! I'm going to do a Tinkerbell's film marathon this night. So excited! Yeah, I know I'm too old for those films, but I don't care, I like them and I'm going to see them whenever I want, and PROUDLY! 

See you tomorrow!!

Daily Happy Deb! <3