Hello again, my dear followers. I'm here only to tell you how am I doing in my life.
Right now, to be honest, I'm sad as fuck. I think I may have entered into depression again. You know, the therapist told me that depression is never gone, it lasts forever, but you need to have the willpower to overcome it. But I guess I'm not strong enough.
I stopped eating a little bit, not like two years ago, but I admit that I'm eating so much less food, I don't deserve to eat though. Yeah, I know I'm a little hard to myself, but this self-hate needs to get out or I'm going to get root inside... and I don't like how that smells.
My stomach is hurting, my eyes are wet and my butt hurts because of the fucking chair I am sitting on.
Next week there's a national festive day in which one people doesn't work, we don't go to school, and most of the shops are closed, but you know what? I can't visit my boyfriend, even if he has a festive day too. It sucks.
I'm trying so hard to see him, but I can't help I cant! My parents are super negative with our relationship, even if I told them we hadn't seen each other in THREE MONTHS. AND THEY SEEM NOT CAREING.
DUH.
I'm done.
Bye.
Daily fucked-up Deb.
